Time and Life of a Midwestern Chick

Lots of emotions right now. Excitment. Anxiety. Stress. Happiness.

Don’t like to talk about all that this wedding is causing me because I am just not sure people want to hear about it. I feel like why would anyone want to hear about the emotions that comes with getting married. I mean why would anyone want to hear about how I hate change, and I’m excited and scared for this change that is about to occur. However, I know I am ready for this. Just hope things go smoothly. Don’t want to loose touch with anyone, and don’t want to be the “ole married couple” that no one ever sees. I know I can control that, but its a thought.

And the future…that is another thing that excites me and scares me at the same time. The fear is of the unknown, and the excitement is I have my life a head of me. And its unwritten….very exciting. But its also unknown, bc who knows where my life will be in 5 years. As a control freak, I wish I could tell ya. But as a ratioal person, I know I can’t. In the past year, I have really strengthen my relationship with God. With this, I have decided to let him take control. Lead me to where my life needs to be and bless me wtih a long life with family and friends to enjoy it with.

This was kind of random…but I wanted to get my thoughts out tonight…

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